love this song.
suicide
what’s the easier way.
pills? slitting? starving?
if u don’t see me updating or online tomorrow. i’d probably be dead.
the process is very painful
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http://www.wikihow.com/Get-Over-a-Break-Up
I couldn’t tolerate the pain anymore. so i googled.
went through all that. See i’m at that hate phase.
soon i’ll go to the other and i’ll be fine.
I HATE YOU!
I’m going to die. My emotions are very unstable. I feel 4810842094 kinds of sadness. and. I want to die.
I hate crying. I hate lies. I hate myself. I hate the past. I hate the future. I hate memories. I hate hatred. I hate my choices. I ahte eating. I hate drinking. I hate pains. I hate blames on me. I hate failures. I hate studying. I hate working. I hate money. I hate pressure. I hate horndogs. I hate rapists. I hate my looks. I hate my intelligence. I hate my wits. I hate my charms. I hate how I attract guys. I hate the kind of guys i attract. I hate YOU.and YOU. and YOU!
i’m going crazy.
Too many things happened at the same time.
it hurts.
it hurts to know he doesn’t want to care anymore.it hurts to know a lot.
My stomach hurts too.
I need distractions.
I am single
I have to remember,you have to remind me.
that. I. am. single.
like i was. a long time ago.
Remember to make me forget.
Screwed up bio-clock.
My schedule is really screwed up, it started by sleeping at 2 am, and it has already gone to 8 am!
Problems coping with problems
I feel like dying. I’m in the verge of commiting suicide, if i hadn’t attended church and worry how my family would cope, i would have already been dead. I can’t cope with so many things. No, Robin, it has nothing to do with you. Or maybe just a little.
How I wish that people would help me throughout my life, is true. really could do with some help.
The day the leading man is no longer the lead.
He may still exist in other chapters, just not an important person to me anymore.
After lengthy deliberations, we decided, we’re just not meant for each other. Our characters don’t match, maybe we’re too different, maybe we’re too alike.
The problem with us…
It has always been easy for us to be in a fight, and make up.
but the problem with us, is we never really solve anything but let it snowball. We discussed bout it the last week, all went well until yesterday.
trying not to be biased, the reasons we always fight because :
